I actually just left a group, well, left in the way that I do not belong to a ‘homegroup’ anymore within AA (alcoholics anonymous). I still attend meetings 2 /3 times per week and socialize with friends in the program regularly. That was a slow, thoughtful decision and not a ‘running away’ kind of situation. I gotta say, though, it is a relief, as I find it very difficult to deal with egos/personalities. So much so that I never went back to an office environment after my daughter was born, I always managed to find some other way to earn income, while staying home.
Part of this is ok/understandable, however, there is much to do/change in the world and I want to contribute as much as possible. Thus, I need to tone down and eventually direct these energy reactions–instead of allowing them to direct me- so that I am capable/competent to join in/contribute in group situations, be it a business/hospital/school/government etc. environment.
So I will re-listen to this particular interview (audio) and be aware of the specific reaction/s that comes up, the emotion-energy I experience, the thought that comes up, step back and ask ‘what is speaking inside my mind?’ Why? Looking for those ‘I AM’ statements that I use to define me and thus to control and limit me, within who I am and what I do in this lifetime. Then, using self-forgiveness and commitment statements, DIRECT and CHANGE ME!
`Human Rights and the violations of human rights is directly related to Money. Currently, money is the blood of the system. And the soul of money is the blood of the people. We currently have a system that costs the blood of innocents by placing profit / self-interest before life.’ Bella Bargilly
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