From the previous post: …when I look at the nearly finished project I think, ‘Ah, it’s so awesome to have this done, it looks great’ but then very quickly -almost in the same moment- fall into a pattern of guilt. It is all mixed in with thoughts and memories of the past … So there are 2 areas of guilt I must examine and correct: *about having the money to have the home I have always wanted *about judging others in the past who had nice homes
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing to see/realize/understand when my mind/the machine starts up with a inner chatter/dialogue controlling my actions and behaviors such as: oh god I can’t even enjoy myself now, I never been able to make the living space I want and now I can’t even do it without feeling like shit, I should give equally to Desteni, no that’s too much but I”ll give more, I have to do this cause my partner wants it too so I really have no choice and may as well get stuff I like…wow now I can understand what rich people go through, how they have to work so hard at justification to turn off or at least turn down the guilt!
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing to see/realize/understand when I have gone so far with this thought pattern that I have created emotional energies that have a negative effect on my body, which can cause harm, especially when manifested again and again over time.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing to see/realize/understand how participating within this thought pattern creates the following consequences in my life/daily living: I strengthen my mind within the guilt energies instead of strengthening my stand here as my beingness/awareness, when I focus on the reaction of guilt I disempower me because I am not focusing on directing/correcting the thought and therefore I do not change me into a being who is stable and trust worthy as life, I allow the energies of guilt and fear be in control of my actions/my day/my decisions and so I am just reacting to life instead of creating moment to moment, I am thus living in the past and this is no longer acceptable to me.
Join Us in the Process of ‘freeing’ oneself from Consciousness as Provided in the Desteni I Process LITE which is a FREE Course and the Desteni I Process PRO, and returning to one’s Source-Beingness and equal and one Physical Body Relationship.