Day 208: Stuck in The Same Old Patterns: A Commitment to Change: Part 5

For proper context to this blog, please read: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3

From Part 1: I have been listening to the Quantum Mind Series on Eqafe. In this particular interview, Quantum Mind Self Awareness – STEP 46, ‘What are Living Patterns and how to De-pattern Mind Presence to Discover your True Beingness within it’ is discussed. As I listened, I could definitely relate to what was unfolding, I experience specific patterns, of thought/feelings/emotions at certain times of the day, in the morning, afternoon and the early evening…In the next few blogs posts I will examine these patterns, through incorporating what I have learned from the Reptilian Series on Impatience (part 225-228).

A Commitment to Change Old Living Patterns: MORNING PATTERNS

When and as I see myself being directed by the emotional energies of: self-doubt (manifests as a hesitation versus just moving), excitement and/or apathy-depression, happiness, fear, worry, guilt, greed as I jump between the polarities of excitatory impatience and an irritating impatience I COMMIT MYSELF TO STOP AND BREATHE. I realize I already know who this person/character is but I do not know who I will be as simply moving with breath/a physical being-directing their own mind instead of being directed/enslaved by it, and so give myself the gift of establishing clear meaning and purpose in my life. I remind myself to continue the process of establishing self-trust/intimacy within my stability /awareness and keep moving to accomplish my tasks/responsibilities in the morning.

When and as I see myself having gone so far within participating in these morning patterns that I have allowed physical/behavioral changes to occur in my human physical body, I commit myself to stop, I bring my awareness back to the physical, to here and focus on my breath until I am stable. I realize by postponing I go into timelooping within morning thought patterns of impatience, which bring on imaginations and emotions, eating away at the human flesh and keeping me pre-occupied so that I am not focusing on tasks/goals that can bring about a world that is best for all. Thus I commit to change me.

When and as I see myself having gone so far within participating in these morning patterns that I have manifest consequence in my life/living I stop, I breathe. I realize, as I am part of the whole, what I do/who I am within each day, directly and indirectly effects the life of others and of the planet. I remind myself I have to but, in awareness direct myself to begin/start with the first step and focus my attention there and not get lost in the mind with feelings/emotions of overwhelmingness and impatience. Thus, I commit myself to learn/progress, within physical space/time reality in each moment, and thus be able to share/give what I have learned to assist and support others/my world.

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